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| 02:22pm 12/07/2005 |
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Alright, so I clearly never have the guy that I like like me back. Which is perfectly fine right now because I dont like anyone at all. BUT, one of my friends likes me, and I dont feel the same way back, and normally I can handle guys buuuuut this guy goes about it kinda wierd. I dont send him any signs other than friendship... and Lauren flat out told him that nothings going to happen between us, but he just keeps persuing the issue. He literaly looks at me with googly eyes... not a good thing. Its wierd looking. And then he gets angry at me when I shoot him down, even though I do it very nicely, and he always says "ur just like every other fucking girl that ive ever met, they can have something good and they just dont take it" and its like well yeah, but maybe its because i dont want it. I'm sorry, im not into guys that throw tantrums, that get angry when they cant get what they want. I'm just not down for that. And also... I dont just start liking guys. Either I LOOOOVE their personality and it wins me over, or im really attracted to them or whatever. I think thats how everyone thinks. U just dont like someone because they like u. But this guy just doesnt understand that. He pretty much has it set in his head that because he likes me im going to be interested in him. No buddy. Anyways, if anyone has any advice on how to deal with this please let me know. Keep in mind he is a pretty good friend who I see on an everyday basis... so I cant screw that up in the process. |
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| 03:08pm 21/06/2005 |
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Alright... its been a very very long time since I have even been to this live journal nonsense... but I decided to make a lil update. I want to find a "noah". If you dont know what that means then u are very very deprived. I want a boy. No... I take that back... I want a man. I want someone who likes me... and i like them, and its just good and happy. Clearly its not gonna be found here in Dego... so Im thinking that in Zona im gonna have to go Nugget Hunting. And in the process maybe I'll find my **Noah**. Ahhhh hes so hot. Go watch the notebook and you'll understand that im rambling about. Hmmm actually, im going to go get lost in my thoughts of noah-ness. <3 |
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| 04:14pm 27/04/2005 |
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A - Age: 18
B - Band listening to right now: Weezer
C - Crush(s): Hmmm I dont know if i really have a crush right now, i kinda am interested in some prospects right now but thats about it
D - Dad's name:Don
E - Easiest person to talk to: probably Lauren cuz shes done all the same shit ive done so its easiest to relate to. <3
F - Favorite music artists at the moment: far too many to count
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: man the bears will always win my heart, they had a cartoon after them
H - Hometown: San Diego
I - Instruments: cant play any, wish i could play guitar
J- Junior High: black mountain
K - Kids: i want 4... a lot i know but eh...
L - Longest car ride ever: San Diego to northern Minnesota
M - Mom's name: Sandi
N - Nicknames: Jiggle, Jigglebutt, Jigglybody, Slam, Sloth, Scarface, Smatty, Roombert, Smodger...
O - One wish: to never forget the memories
P - Phobia[s]: dont worry about that
Q - Quote: its kinda long but... "Maybe this chapter marks the start of no more broken hearts. Maybe the letters all spell out happiness. Maybe the words arent always kind, but theyre never meant to make you feel alone..."
R - Reason to smile: everything
S- Last song you heard: Unwritten Law - "So follow... the leader down..."
T - Time you woke up [today]: 12 something
U - Unknown fact about me: i dunno... what dont u know?
V - Vegetable you hate: green pea's
W - Worst habit(s) : trusting people too much, lazyness, no will power
X - X-rays you've had:ummm a lot, dont really know (big clutz at a child)
Y - Yummy food: Mexican
Z - Zodiac sign: libra |
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| So gay bro... |
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| 02:58pm 10/04/2005 |
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Man fights are fucking retarded. Sucks that it was at Brians birthday party. Cant people pick better times to do that shit? Other then that shit DJ's was fun as fuck last night. I was shat faced... and lovin it. I was very civil to the two she*bitches that were there... and yes. Lauren was attacked by some guy that fell in love with her. She fell in lust with some guy but then he had a girlfriend, that was hurtin. Annnnd yes. I love chillin with all my friends at once. If u werent at DJ's u missed out.
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| 10:08pm 30/03/2005 |
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So Ive decided that its the random, spur of the moment decisions that I love best. The other night while I was gettin shat faced at Chris' appartment, me and my Rodger decided that we were going to go to Zona this weekend. Well we called Andy and told him our plan and yada yada, but then as we soberly talked the next day we were like nah that cant happen, its too spur of the moment. Well my friends, we changed our minds today and tomarrow we will be headed to the great town of Tempee. Accompaning me and Rodge is Hoovy, yes Hoovy. No Jess, u did not read this wrong, I'm literally goin on a road trip with Hoovatude. Apparently him, Heely, and Dolph are all going out there on Friday, but Hoovy wants to go with me and Lauren early, so eh, extra person to pitch on gas, cha know? I'm excited. Its Nicks birthday today, Brandons just passed, and its Tims like sometime this weekend, so basically it should be a very fun Zona trip. Im sad this my lil Christopher Robin isnt going though. Its just not gonna be the same watchin him and Andy Wyle out together. Always fun to watch them bond. O well. I know Im still gonna have sooo much fun. Their havin partys and what not. Nooooiyce. Ill be back on Sunday though folks, so dont miss me too much.
O yeah, Khai dropped my cell phone in a cup of beer at Bobbys birthday dinner, and it wasnt workin for a few days, but have no fear, its back in action. I didnt know how i was going to live without a cell for a few weeks, but thank god that it only had to last a few days. Deffinitly a bonus.
Khais car got broken into. Shitty. Second time, parked in the same area. Id feel like someone had it out for me if i noticed that no other cars had that shit done to them but whenever my car was there it got fucked up. Deffinitly hurtin. Got some deffinit fags lurkin here in PQ who need to get dealt with. And will... in due time.
Ive been spending a lot of time with Jess lately, and I love it. Crunk meals, late night talks (followed by me passin out and her having a hard time falling asleep because of my wonderful snoring anthems) annnd yes. I love when things go from bad to good. Like everyone knows that me and her had, well, enough drama to fill a soap opera... but then we got passed it but it was never like the adventures of jam again. It was always both of us trying... but not enough, or it just wasnt there yet, too much unresolved bullshit. But lately, its like perfect. Everythings just happy and yayyyy. She makes me smile. :)
And to the boys... boys are noiyce. Except when they get all clingy and freak u out becuase they think of one drunken makeout nonsense that ur into them. No no my friend. I am what u call a make out slut. It makes me happy. U were just the victim of drunken sam in action. asflknsadlknlkgn. and now i feel bad because hes all butt hurt now that i dont like him in the same way. Man, when did i turn into the asshole guy who does this shit to girls? I dunno. Im over it. Every girl gets a lil cah*razy sometimes, and the guys should just enjoy it for what its for and leave it at that.
O yeah, my stomache hurts, someone give me medicine, now. Its been hurtin all day long. :( If it hurts tomarrow and Im all fat in Zona cuz my stomache is having convulsions, im gonna be so sad. And a sad samuel is not a good samuel. |
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| 12:02pm 22/03/2005 |
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Alright ladies and gents, wuts up? I'm, well, bored right now and decided to write in this little nugget. Hmm... can someone please help me out with my Chris problems? He gets mad at me pretty much every time we talk because I dont hang out as much anymore or whatever. Ummm okay, maybe if u didnt have a retard wife living with u, or maybe if u actually called me sometime, not just everyone else and if no one answers u finally hit me up, or maybe if u called when it wasnt already late night to see what i was doin, then i might hang out. I dont understand why he feels he has the right to even get angry at me. He went from calling me everyday like a thousand times, to calling me maybe three times a week, and thats only when I'm not with someone else who has a phone. If I'm with anyone who has a phone he calls them, and as he says "assumes" im with either Khai or Lauren. Ooooookayyy... so when im not with them and he gets pissed off the next day because i was hanging out with other people it makes no sense. If u dont call me, im not gonna chill. I dont know how to get a hold of him, I hate callin the wife, and i dont like calling heather and asking her to talk to her brother. sgjnsdjgnsdgnskdjgnskdjgnsdg. He pisses me off.
On a better note, my babys in town right now and Chanaynay, and me adn them and my Rodger, and my babys Colorodo friends, and Khai and some of my friends are going to TJ tonight. Fun Times Fun Times. I'm excited. Oooooh, and I made out with a really hot guy the other night. mmmmmm. noiiyce. I love boys. Anyhoo... im out. |
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| 05:20pm 17/03/2005 |
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Lonely... I am so Lonely, I have no*body, to call my own, WOOOOOOOO.
LAAA LAAA LAAAAAAAAA. Someone, buy me some beer right now, or some other form of alcohol or tweeds and I would be very, very happy. Anright anyways, I'm at Christopher Robins house right now and im hungry. Andys singing a hungry song. (what a fag) hmmm someone call me. give me plans. now. no? okay i see how it is. dslfjndsljfnlsdnflksdnftkasndflkanslfknlasknflkasnflksanflkn. i just saw chris' list of all the girls he's fucked. man. i havnt seen that thing in quite some time. the end. |
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| 04:14pm 03/03/2005 |
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You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If:
1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE"
2. You watched the Pound Puppies.
3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair" ..and can do the Carlton".
4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy.
5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own.
6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls.
7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom.
8. Two words: Hammer Pants
9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock"
10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and " spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect.
11. You can sing the entire theme song to "DuckTales " (Woo ooh!)
12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons.
13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head.
14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles " on the big screen...and still know the turtles names.
15. You got super-excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.
16. You made your mom buy one of those clips that would hold your shirt in a knot on the side.
17. You played the game"MASH " (Mansion, Apartment, Shelter,House)
18. You wore stonewashed Jordache jean jackets and were proud of it.
19. L.A. Gear....need I say more?
20. You wanted to change your name to "JEM " in Kindergarten. (She's truly outrageous.)
21. You remember reading "Tales of a fourth grade nothing " and all the Ramona books.
22. You know the profound meaning of "WAX ON, WAX OFF"
23. You wanted to be a Goonie.
24. You ever wore fluorescent clothing. (some of us head-to-toe)
25. You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off and his cheeks shifted.
26. You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.
27. You took lunch boxes to school... and traded Garbage Pail Kids in the schoolyard.
28. You remember the CRAZE, then the BANNING of slap bracelets.
29. You still get the urge to say "NOT " after every sentence.
30.You remember Hypercolor t-shirts.
31. Barbie and the Rockers was your favorite band.
32. You thought She-ra (Princess of Power!) and He-Man should hook up.
33. You thought your childhood friends would never leave because you exchanged handmade friendship bracelets. .
34 You ever owned a pair of Jelly-Shoes. (and like ..24, probably in > > > >neon colors, too)
35. After you saw Pee-Wee's Big Adventure you kept saying "I know you are, but what am I?"
36. You remember "I've fallen and I can't get up"
37. You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates.
38. You ever got seriously injured on a Slip and Slide.
39. You have ever played with a Skip-It.
40. You had or attended a birthday party at McDonalds.
41. You've gone through this nodding your head in agreement.
42. You remember "Popples".
43. You wore like, EIGHT pairs of socks over tights with high top Reeboks.
44. You wore socks scrunched down (and sometimes still do...getting yelled at by "younger hip" members of the family) 45. You remember boom boxes.. and walking around with one on your shoulder like you were all that.
46. You remember watching both "Gremlins " movies.
47. You know what it meant to say "Care Bear Stare!!"
48. You remember watching "Rainbow Bright" and "My Little Pony Tales"
49. You thought Doogie Howser/Samantha Micelli was hot.
50. You remember Alf, the lil furry brown alien from Melmac.
51. You remember New Kids on the Block when they were cool... and don't even flinch when people refer to them as
"NKOTB".
52. You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"
53. You know all the words to Bon Jovi - SHOT THROUGH THE HEART.
54. You just sang those words to yourself.
55. You remember watching Magic vs. Bird.
56. Homemade Levi shorts.. (the shorter the better)
57. You remember when mullets were cool!
58. You had a mullet! ( not me )
59. You still sing "We are the World"
60. You tight rolled your jeans.
61. You owned a bannana clip
62. You remember "Where's the Beef?"
63. You used to (and probably still do) say "What you talkin' about Willis?"
64. You had big hair and you knew how to use it.
65. You're still singing shot through the heart in your head, aren't you!!! |
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| Always in my memories... |
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| 12:37pm 27/02/2005 |
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This message is made entirely for Ryan Eric Suchil. If you never had the opportunity to meet him, I'm very sorry that you missed out on the truly awesome guy that he was. No matter how sad or upset you were he could put a smile on your fice in less than 5 minutes. He was one of those people that walked into a party and everyone was like OOOOH WUT UP?! People faught for his attention, and I know why. Because when you were talking to him you were the happiest person on earth. He had soooo much passion for what he did. The best guitarist I've ever known. The best friend to many. He was a best friend, a love, a crush, a "chilla", a son, a brother, and someone who I will forever miss. I only had three short years with him but his death will undoubtedly always be something thats hard for me to cope with.
God, I wish you wouldnt have driven that night. I wish I would have known, I wish u were here still. We were supposed to plan your 21st birthday. You were supposed to have a part in Anthony's new skate video. You were supposed to hang out with me TODAY. Why did you drive??? Why did you HAVE to drive? You didnt deserve this. Out of all people... it should have happened to someone like me. I tempt fate on an almost daily basis, I have no real goals in life, I have nothing truly important to live for, and yet I've always come out lucky. You... you had goals, u wanted to make the guitar shop with Keen, you wanted to move to Spain for a few years, to get married, to make people happy with your talent. Why do u have to be gone? I look at pictures of you and its like no, he's still here, this is all some sort of messed up lie or dream and I'm gonna wake up from all of it soon and ur just gonna laugh at the dream that I had. I want to see your car drive up with some Queen playing and u just bein all happy and goofy. But instead I turn on the television and see your car, YOUR CAR, the car ive been in sooo many times, split in half, with your body on the side of the road. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE YOU???? sdnmsdgl;msd;glmsd;gml/ I dont understand how the WORST things happen to the BEST people. I spent soooo many times with you, just hangin out at ur house every day, me, u, lauren, keen, and brian... and now...? What, I just get to never see you again? Just keep the memories alive? No, fuck that. You shouldnt have let urself drive! You had ur life in ur hands and chose to take the risk. Im sooo mad at you. I know that Im being hypcritical and all cuz I do it all the time, but u had more on the line than I do. Think of how many people uve let down now. Think of how many people cried yesterday because everyone of us had some sort of close tie to you. Three years of friendship just lost because of a split second mistake. I dont know, Im so angry at you, but I love you. I will always love u. And you told Lauren the night you died that you would always love me and her too, so u better have been telling the truth. I know heaven will treat you like a king, and i have to believe in heaven because i dont believe that someone like you, with so much good in their heart and so much to offer can just be gone. No, your still around somewhere, your essence and your soul, i have to believe in that, otherwise, what am i here for? Whats the reason for being born, to just be gone one day? asdkngfsdkgnsdlkgn. I miss you Ryan, I want you to come back, but u cant, so just know that I love you, and to rest in peace. |
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| 07:43pm 08/02/2005 |
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Allllright, so its been a very very long time since I have even visited this site, so i decided that it was long overdue an update. Lets see... what have i done since ive last talked on this thing? Well, I went sky diving, it was fun as fuck and i would deffinitly do it again and recomend it to everyone. I went to Arizona, twice, and well... each time i got a lil too intoxicated and did a lil too many things on film for my liking, but hey, what can i say? Shit gets crazy when ur with certain people. Ummm... got over Anthony, MAJOR PROPS TO ME that only took like a decade to do. Annnnd ummm... I dunno. Took Christopher Robin out to Sushi for his birthday, and me and Lauren still havnt gotten him his birthday present yet, but thats just cuz we're poor.
Superbowl was fun as fuck. Got shat faced in OB. Ferg turned rape mode. Had a sad sad little dancin party at Darrens later that night, but hey, made some money. (No worries I wasnt nakie)
I want Meghan to come back. I miss that girl, I can never say WHOLY WHORE ITS MEGHAN anymore. Sniffle Sniffle. Me and Rodger miss that chick a lot.
Hmmm... and if anyone wants to set up a another zona trip in the next few months im down, because u know what those Zona boys say, and I quote from the famous Andy Beck "Yo those Dego girls get cah-razy" :) GOT TO!
But yes, I guess thats all, maybe ill sign back on this little nuglet sometime before too much time passes again, PEACE. |
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| 02:49pm 25/10/2004 |
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I got a feva... and the only prescription... is more cow bell
I love being 18. Good times good times.
Went to Mexico twice this last weekend. Fun times, danced on the stripper stage... with a pole... and later on that night got lost alone in TJ for like 2 hours, bad times. Then the next day when it was me, Lauren, Chris, Dolph, Tagnoni, Nick Neil, Jerad, and Shamani, it was a lot more chill, and really really fun. Poor Chris had to drive my car cuz i was done for. But yeah, fun times.
My baby called me. When did her life start sounding so much like my own? I knew it would happen one day. Damn Im the best influance that i know.
I got my tattoo. Its pretty. Well right now its all gross and scabby cuz its healing, but the tattoo is pretty, i like it, i like it a lot.
Oh yeah, I think Stuarts mom works at my school. And yes i mean Stuart from Mad TV. Twins Bazzle Twins. |
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| Sadness I tell you |
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| 03:49pm 17/10/2004 |
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So heres the update peeps. My cell phone is done for... I ran it over... annnnd yeah. Aha Genious I tell you. But yes tonight me and Meghan are going to the Haunted Hotel, fun times shall be had. Last night was fun as fuck. I was sitting at Laurens cuz she was in trouble and I was keepin her company. We played drinking games alone, very very sad, but fun. We got weally weally tipsy, and then *HOLY WHORE ITS MEGHAN* came over and we all went in the spa. THEEEEEN we went to a party by Rolling Hills and it was chill. Jon, Fergy, Heely, Khai... all those peeps were there. It was fuuun. And I was SUPPOSED to go sky diving today but it was raining and so they wouldnt let us cuz its unsafe... god damnit, so now I'm going in 2 weeks. Anyways, thats the end of my story. |
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| 05:42pm 11/10/2004 |
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I think that I have finally realized what everyone has been trying to get across to me since day one. I am a fuck up. I have fucked over soo many friendships and other peoples lives while just living my own life and I finally realized why. I dont care about anyone but myself. I am a selfish bitch who just "trys to have a good time" but while doing this I seem to consistantly bring other people down. I really really am sorry to everyone. My life is pretty much pointless. All I do is screw other people over one way or another, I inadvertantly cause drama, making them emotionally drained for reasons that werent even their fault, its always my fault. Every single fight Ive been in should never have went down because when u look at it realistically it has always been my fault. My 18th birthday is in two days... but what am I supposed to be celebrating? Thaaaat I just caused drama in a group of friends that I really liked but now hate me? Thaaat I have people who i have considered friends and yet avoid my phone calls, obviously for a reason, because its me. Thaat im a bad influence on other friends because i cant go a day without getting intoxicated? Thaaat I cause countless amount of stress for my parents and brother all because i want to have a fucking good time. Basically Im a fuck up and have finally come to terms with it. And all i want to do is fix the problems that Ive caused but because of the damage that ive caused clearly no one will ever allow me to fix them. I wouldnt give me the time of day so why should anyone else? Basically my mere existance is pretty irrelevent for the entire earth. There is not a single person who i have caused a positive impact on their life; thats 18 years of nothing. So... I'm sorry. |
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| 05:23pm 04/10/2004 |
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Ahhh Good Times, Good Times. Well lets see... life has been, well, interesting in the last few weeks. (To say the least) I almost got a DUI but apparently I'm the luckiest chick on the planet. Ummm... hung out with Laurens friends from her work, aha fun times were had. Buuut guess what, MY BIRTHDAYS IN 9 DAYS! As u can see I'm just a littttle bit excited. Soon I can, well buy my own jibs, buy some pornos (good 'ol naked people), and buy a lottery ticket. And we cant forget about the most exciting thing of all, I'm finally going to go to Mexico. Its about time. I get my tattoos, I get to start catering, and I FINALLY get no curfew. The baby is finally grown up. :)
Oh yeah, and to whom it may concern... fuck you. You take far too much for advantage from me, but the main problem that I have with u is that u cant own up for what u do. I did NOTHING wrong, you did EVERYTHING wrong, but since its conveniant to place the blame on me u do? Thats cool. Basically (sadly) you're one of my best friends, and yet u screw them over like its nothing. Cool shit. You never cease to amaze me. Please, grow the fuck up, start living your life with consideration for more people than urself, and when u finally can do this, give me a call, well that is if our friendship ever meant anything to you. |
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| 05:36pm 13/09/2004 |
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Alright, so can someone please tell me if this is something that one friend does to another? Would you steal your "friends" car, drive it 20 miles from where they were therefore leaving them stranded, take their cell phone, done bother to get a hold of them, break their windshield, smash in the backside of their car, and then act like everything was okay? Because I deffinitly wouldnt do that to a friend. But apparently some people do. Fuck that. After everything I've put up through with u, after all the rides and all the food and all the time ive spent on u, u fucking screw me over? Cool shit asshole. Just to let you know, Chris said he would have reported it to the cops, Jon said he would have kicked ur ass, and everyone else says they would make u pay for everything. But what am i doing? Pretty much nothing. I'm once again letting u walk all over me. Thats fucking great. I know im going to have to see u eventually. I'm always either with Chris, or Anthony, or someone else that u hang out with. Basically, thanks for letting me know that we were never friends to begin with, i just wish u didnt have to do it in such a messed up way. Oh yeah, fuck you. |
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| 03:50pm 05/09/2004 |
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It seems like everyones changing but me. Everyone left for college, they live in dorms and are having the best times of their lives.... and im still in PQ, goin to Palomar (which is crap) and doing the same old shit with the same old people. Good times. Not. I'm deffinitly ready to move on... and i just realized it. O well... i guess i gotta wait.
But yes, last night there was a state party which deffinitly brought back some memories. I miss the old days sometimes. But OB's chill as fuck now. Joey and Darren are totally different now... but so much the same too. And Monkey and Ryan are always sooo funny. MMM Good Times.
Other than all that, uh some guys are just to slow and clearly have no interest. And I'm just a dumb ass who continuously screws shit up. And i drink too much and smoke too much, but it doesnt matter cuz thats the only time that im happy. |
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| 09:20pm 17/08/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: Ashley Simpson nonsense
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So lets see... this summer I havnt really written too much in this thing I like to call a "venting zone", but thats because I really havnt had to vent too much. My baby left me and I miss her a lot but I plan to visit at some point, and mostly everyone else from the c/o 2004 is moving somewhere... everyone except me (and Jess). Even some of the boys left (Brandon, Andy, Sean, and Tim) and the week that they come back I just HAVE to be in Vegas. Yeah Vegas is nice and all but I think that a week is far too long. Maybe if I was with a bunch of friends, or 21, it would be alright, but being here with my Rodger and the fam-dam-ly, and not bein 21 is kinda hurtin. Hung out with Nate that second night so that was chill and there were other fun times, but overall, i miss home. Chris calls every morning to let me know what i missed out on the night before, mean mean kid. But yes, back to summer, I'm glad that I became closer to certain people and got to know Meghan and Caroline. Many a good time was had at good 'ol Lata. Even Antoine mobbed down there a few times, im very very proud of him. Khai wants to move to Atlanta soon... but I kinda dont think that its going to happen. Umm other than this... lets see... me, rodge, chris, and antoine are supposed to go to Arizona for a weekend in September, so I have to save a pay check for that. My birthdays in two months... ALMOST LEGAL, and yesh, thats about all. Rodgers birthday was just the other day, she's the big 1-7 now, and Joaquins was the day after, he's the big 1-8. Yippy. Anyways, I'm bored of typing in this lame ass hotel/timeshare room and I want to go down to the pool now and MAYBE meet a hot guy (kinda pushin it to meet someone decent looking in a timeshare condo place, but I can try) so yes, until next time, Late. |
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| 12:35pm 03/08/2004 |
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Hmm... its been a while since i have updated this thingum... so yes, ive been doing good. I need to save up money, to do this i cant let the jive ass turkey named Chris talk me into taking more money out. Hmm... boys are lame, but still cute. I miss my baby. Me and Rodge are going to Vegas soon. Meghans mad at me. Jess has been hanging out again more. Annnnnd its time for the daily dose of Rodge and Smodge. PEACE. |
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| 07:04pm 17/07/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: bob dylan-isis
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1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: ..."one she most often liked to imagine"
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? my wall
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV? Die Hard
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is: 7:00
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 7:06
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?: my fan buzzing and some birdies chirpin away
7: When did you last step outside? i dunno, when i walked into my house when i got home from work
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at? travis' away message
9: What are you wearing? pink shirt, black skirt
10: Did you dream last night? yup
11: When did you last laugh? ummmmm i dunno within the hour
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in? pictures of friends, james dean posters and calander, cheer pictures annnd "GIRLS KICK ASS I LOVE POOT!"
13: Seen anything weird lately? umm well i saw a 17 year old boy get in a fist fight with an old man at the gas station the other day
14: What do you think of this quiz? o its takin my breath away
15: What is the last film you saw? Lethal Weapon
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? a house on the beach
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: i have no legs
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? wars would not exist, and the legal drinking age would be 16
19: Do you like to dance? i like it, i like it a lot
20: George Bush: i want his money
21: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Samantha, clearly its the best name in the world
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? James Dean |
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